I feel heartbroken whatever way I go now. ‘Maybe I’ve been gay all along but how the f*** do I do this now, married with 2 children. ‘I love my husband, I really do, but there’s always been something missing emotionally as I’ve often had really intense female friendships – none have crossed the line like this but they would be so intense I would fall out with them easily as would be hurt by minor things etc. Posting on Mumsnet, the mother-of-two said her marriage is lacking passion and she feels unable to ‘function’ without her female friend
